One of the most common critiques of my own field is one I agree with: therapists, the industry itself, and a lot of the clients it attracts have a habit of therapizing and intellectualizing their problems.
Here’s what doesn’t get said enough. Intellectualizing is not the absence of dysregulation. It is a form of it. And it’s the form our field tends to wave right through — treated as an acceptable way to be dysregulated, or not recognized as dysregulation at all.
In a relationship, it costs you. Intellectualizing your relationship, problem-solving your relationship, turning every conversation with your partner into a therapeutic conversation — it kills the love. It kills the chemistry. It kills the polarity.
The skill that got you here
A lot of people become therapists because they already had the skill set. Hypervigilance — reading, predicting, and managing other people’s emotions. Years of practice sensing what someone might be feeling, and helping them regulate their way out of it. In a career, that’s an asset.
Bring it home and try to become your partner’s therapist, and it doesn’t go well. What’s happening isn’t really about them. You’re regulating yourself. You take over responsibility for problem-solving their emotional issues. You diagnose them. You try to manage their feelings for them — which was never your job.
Therapy as a religion
There’s a mindset that comes with it. There’s a right way to have a conversation. A right way to approach things. A right way to behave in a relationship. And once you’re sure you have the right way, you get to walk in as a therapeutic Bible thumper: you’re not doing this correctly. I’m going to take you to the priest — a.k.a. the therapist — and get them to tell you you’re doing it wrong. Then you’ll get bopped on the head with the magic therapeutic wand and come out better. Like you.
What that manages is your own anxiety. Your own triggers — the ones that came out of a childhood that traumatized you. And of course a long-term relationship presses on whatever hasn’t healed yet. That’s what long-term relationships do.
A good therapist won’t hand you the verdict you came in for — they’ll help both of you see the strategy each of you reaches for when something feels threatening.
What’s underneath all that competence
So the vibe shifts. You feel it before they say a word, and something in you goes to work — diagnose it, explain it, help them understand it, get them into a therapeutically sanitized conversation so it gets better.
Underneath that, usually, is a little kid who didn’t feel safe. Who didn’t feel cared for. Who didn’t feel like their parents were in control, or could lead them, or make them feel safe. And now you’re the emotional expert in the room. You can tell they’re avoiding their feelings. And that makes you feel wildly unstable — because you don’t want to be needy like that again. You don’t want to depend on someone you can’t depend on. You don’t want to be the expert, when you should never have had to be one with your own parents.
So instead of leaning into the grief of it — ouch, that hurt — you get more competent. More responsible. More understanding. Anything but exposed.
The part that feels the most exposed
The move is smaller than it sounds, and harder. Notice that kid. Show them they’re safe now. Technically, nobody is meaningfully abandoning you. Technically, nobody here has more power and less access to what you need than you do.
Then, regulated, you can be plain: I love you, and I want to feel connected to you. My own hypervigilance picked up that the vibe shifted, and it scared me — that I’d lose you, or that you might not be able to meet all of my needs. It’s not your job to regulate me through that. That’s my job.
From there you can make a regulated ask. You can set a boundary. Or you can act as though there’s plenty here even when your nervous system swears there isn’t — lean toward what you enjoy, and reinforce your partner for what they do instead of what they don’t.
If you’re the one who always understands
Being the competent one is lonely, and it’s older than this relationship. In individual counseling we can slow down what happens in your body the second the vibe shifts, and work with the part of you that learned to manage everyone else instead of needing anything. You don’t have to give up your insight — you just don’t have to carry the whole relationship with it.
You are the person you’ve been waiting for.
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